Today started out good, I felt that things would get better.....
I think I have just made myself believe that mom is OK and she will get better soon. As the day went on and I was shopping for food, I found myself reaching for the phone to call mom(something I would do when I was out and about), and the reality of everything really hit me and I realized that I might never have that opportunity again. I just don't know what I would do if I never get to speak to her and have her tell me that everything is going to be OK. I remember so many times when I was having a bad day, I would call mom and it would just make my day so much better. She was always so understanding when it came to us kids and our crazy lives. I felt so lucky to have a mom that was cool and just there for you when you needed anything, even as she continued to get sicker and sicker. She would never want to tell me the truth so I would have to go to Tex (TIM) and get the entire truth. She always had to be the strong one and I look at her now and know that she is still doing the same. I have never in my life, met anyone that has been so strong and it makes me proud to call her my mom. I thank GOD everyday for such a wonderful MOM.
Mom,
Thank you for giving up your youth and caring for US. You wooo me....Mom.
God,
Thank you for giving my mom the best mate and Husband any one could have asked for. He has been the foundation to a new beginning.
So I stopped by the hospital today and they had to do another banding, so mom was out of it. They made everyone wear gloves and gowns before going in. I hated that cuz I couldn't touch her skin to skin. It kills me everytime I walk in that room and see her lying there in pain. Lord please make things get better.
Oscar
Oscar,
ReplyDeleteYour mom and I went to school together (HCC). I am sorry to hear what she is going through. I do want to tell you that there is Hope in The Lord! I know I can't visit her to pray with her because of the celebrity status your family holds, but I can from here and I pray you too as well receive these words, son. Do not be discouraged, for with God .. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE !! God Bless you !!
"And their prayer offered in faith will heal the sick, and the Lord will make them well. And anyone who has committed sins will be forgiven. Confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The earnest prayer of a righteous person has great power and wonderful results.”
James 5:15-16
Dear Lord,
You know Delia so much better than I do. You know her sickness and the burden she carries. You also know her heart. Lord, I ask You to be with my friend now, working in her life. Let Your will be done in my friend's life. If there is a sin that needs to be confessed and forgiven, Lord, please help her to see her need and confess. Lord, I pray for my friend because Your Word says I should pray for her healing. I believe You hear this earnest prayer from my heart and that it is powerful because of Your promise. I have faith in You to heal my friend, but I also trust in the plan You have for her life. Lord, I don't always understand Your ways, and why my friend has to suffer, but I trust You. I ask that You look with mercy and grace toward my friend. Nourish her spirit and soul in this time of suffering and comfort her with Your presence. Let my friend know You are there with her through this difficulty. And may You be glorified in her life and also in mine.
In Jesus' Name ... Amen
Oscar ,Henry
ReplyDeleteI know theres really nothing I can say to make this situation better or make the pain go away. All i can say is that I know something like this can be difficult to take in all at once and if yall need someone to talk to please dont hesitate to call. Yall are in my prayers and im hoping for her to make it out of this ok. I love you guys Keep thinking positive dont loose hope and have faith the Lord is with us
we are all praying for the best
John Ray
Delia, My loving sister, through-out your sickness, pain and long suffering you still remain strong.
ReplyDeleteYou always wanted to see us all become close and it's a shame that it has taken something like this to open all our eyes. Especially mine, you and I talked about so many things the last time you were awake. I am thankful that God granted me that time with you. Now for whatever reason I wake up every night about mid night and then at 5:39 am, can not seem to sleep, for these are the times when u would call me. I miss our chats, we'd laugh so much, I miss your laughter. I have not given up on u, even if the Doctor's do.. Until u take ur last breath I will hold on to the Hope that a Miracle will happen.
I love you! see you soon.XOXO
May we all continue trusting in the Lord with all our hearts to do His Will in this time of need, Let us Give thank to the Lord our God.
In Jesus mighty name. Amen!
Peace and Grace be with us all,
Linda